Heyo~
(by the way, the title is pronounced "ill feen-ay" - it's Italian, obviously ;) )
(by the way, the title is pronounced "ill feen-ay" - it's Italian, obviously ;) )
Well I feel like quite a dunce. How
did I think it was okay to write all these blogposts about my adventures in
Italy and then not write one last post about my journey home, to wrap things
up? Silly, that’s what it is – extremely silly.
I figure it’s better than nothing
to write about it now, because there was quite a lot that went on that I think
would make a good story (in the way that my traipsing through Italy, totally
lost, with wet and cold shoes for hours is a “good story”) however, there will
probably be some details that I’ll leave out simply because it’s been months. I
must say, though, that I do remember very much about the 24 hours revolving
around and during my trip, I suppose because I was hyper vigilant and super
excited to be getting home.
I guess let’s begin, shall we?
The week of May 25th was
finals week, and I was determined to blast through all of them no sweat (and I
did). Two were on Monday, and the other two were back-to-back Wednesday
morning, so I was completely and officially done with the academic realm of my
semester abroad at 11:30AM, two and a half entire days before my flight.
Honestly, and I told some of my classmates this when they asked me if I was
staying longer, if I had known my last final was Wednesday before noon, I would
have had my plane ticket booked for the earliest flight after that on
Wednesday. However, I didn’t know the exam schedule, and neither did I know
when I bought the plane tickets that I’d be wanting to get home so bad to see a
certain someone and my family. I played it safe and scheduled the flight well
after finals would be over.
Well, that left me two and a half days to pack and sleep
and essentially just wait for the blasted time for me to leave for the airport.
I ended up packing the afternoon of
Wednesday, because I was just that excited by the prospect, even though I was
exhausted from my morning of exams. My big bag, carry on, and back pack were
preliminarily packed before I even ate lunch!
What in the heck was I supposed to
do all day Thursday AND most of the day Friday?!
It was maddening, truly.
Wednesday evening I went out to get
pizza with my two closest friends I had made while abroad (the Argentinian,
Sophia, and the Australian, Elizabeth) as a sort of farewell after exams, since
everything was wrapping up. I ate so much.
I regret nothing.
Thursday morning I got up at noon.
What? Sleep made the time go faster, and also, I like sleep, though it doesn’t
seem to like me as much.
That day I wrote up a to-do list
and it consisted of very basic things, but it kept me a little busy, at least.
Using the remaining food tickets I had, I wandered to the grocery store only a
four-minute walk from my apartment and bought a bunch of Italian goodies to
bring home and bestow upon my family. I’d bought some fun trinkets in Venice,
like magnets and such, but these were consumables. Tasty, tasty consumables.
I mainly bought a ton of Lindt
chocolate bars (dark chocolate, the 85% stuff for my parents and brother,
because they go through it like crazy), these chocolate and hazelnut bars
called “bueno bars” (they really like the flavor hazelnut in Italy, I found),
and two 750ml bottles of the best, most delicious olive oil I had cooked with,
for my mom, because she started being an olive oil snob so I figured some 100%
Italian, made-in-Italy oil would make her happy (these bottles were thick glass
and also very heavy). I wish I could have safely brought back some Italian
Coca-Cola, because that stuff was heavenly, somehow even better than the stuff
in Peru (sorry! Inca Cola still holds my heart though <3 o:p="">3>
After bringing all that home, I
rearranged my bags a little to fit everything in, so I was already at the point
of only needing to pack my toiletries and other last-minute items that I still
needed to use before I set off on Friday evening.
Using the remaining olive oil I had
bought for the kitchen, I decided to do a homemade olive oil hair treatment
that supposedly helps keep it healthy and makes it feel nice (confirmed: it
does). So I sat for a while at my computer with a towel around my shoulders
like a cape and a plastic bag wrapping up my hair.
I made lunch (pasta – surprise!)
and played Pokémon Yellow on an emulator while watching old episodes of the
original Pokémon series online before showering for a nice long while and
rinsing out the olive oil.
I basically bided my time by
Pokémoning for hours and hours until I got tired enough to fall asleep. Friday
morning I awoke with nervous and excited energy vibrating in my limbs. The
hours until lift off were counting down, and that’s when I realized that time
is actually pretty reliable – it will always move forward. Sometimes it will
feel slower or faster, but it will never go backward, it will always continue,
and I clutched to this idea. Steadfastly.
I had to force myself to eat lunch
before I finalized packing and making sure everything was weighed decently.
This is when things started to get…interesting.
Using the scales I had dragged out
of the bathroom, I hefted up my bags one at a time to see around what they
weighed in at, and both my carry on (which would actually serve as my second
checked bag) and my massive bag were each either right at 50lbs or a little
over, and this made me nervous. I didn’t want to leave anything behind (there
wasn’t really anything I could without feeling bad) so I prayed the lady at the
check in counter in the airport wouldn’t be so focused on the exactness of the
weight. When I checked in to go to Italy back in February, seeing how much my
bags weighed seemed to be the least of their worries, so I desperately hoped
this remained the case.
By around 4pm I was as happy as I
would ever be with packing, and started the final preparations before leaving,
which meant taking out the garbage and recycling as well as cleaning out the
fridge of things that would go bad. I grabbed up my bags, and by quarter to 5,
I was outta there.
And so, with a 50lb bag handle
grasped in each hand and a 20lb backpack slung over my shoulders, I was rolling
down the street on my way to the metro.
Here’s where things get a little
complicated.
As I have mentioned in previous
posts, the public transportation system in Italy is known for strikes, and one
just so happened to pop up on Friday. The day I needed the metro to be
functioning fine to get to the train station to get to the airport.
It turns out that the metro was
only going to be operating between about 3 and 6pm all day. That was it. My
flight would leave after midnight, so I only needed to be at the airport by 9.
This provided a frustratingly tiny, and early, window for me.
So I built up my courage, and
lugged those bags like it was nothing down the sidewalk and down the stairs
into the metro. I stuffed myself like the Ricotta cheese inside of Manicotti in
the train car with my massive bulk, which earned me many a frown, but I
seriously could not care less, because I was in the process of getting home,
and no one would scare me out of doing that successfully.
When it was my stop, I shoved my
way through everyone before the doors locked me in. There was no elevator at
this stop, so I bolstered all my 110lb strength (yes the combined weight of all
my bags outweighed me) and dragged them up the steps. There was a man behind me
on the train, probably only a few years older than me, who was walking up the
stairs and he gave me a look, shook his head as he muttered a soft Italian
word, and grabbed the handle of my biggest bag to help me get it up the steps.
I was sweating profusely already,
and was very appreciative of his help. My arms were already screaming at me, and while the hardest part of the journey was over, there was
still much to come. I was managing okay, and yes, I could have been smarter
about this whole thing. Oh well.
I waited in line at the train
station, and of course as I’m rolling along I am getting all these strange
looks because the sight really must have been amusing and yet terrifying. Got
my ticket, and off toward the turnstiles I went.
I had to time sliding the ticket
into the slot with ramming my bags between the automatic swinging doors because
the window was small (obviously they assume there only needs to be enough time
for one body to get through), so I hurriedly jammed myself through without much
fault.
Except for the fact that I left my
ticket on the other side.
I had learned from my experience on
this train coming into Italy from the airport that you needed it to verify to
the guys that came around checking tickets that you had legitimately bought one
and weren’t just taking a free ride, so of course I started panicking. What
would they do if they realized I didn’t have a ticket? I had the receipt of the
purchase, but would that be enough to explain my cause? Could they toss me off
the train at the nearest stop? Could they send me back? What would they do?
It must have been rush hour for the
train, because there were absolutely no seats left in any of the cars, and it
was standing room only (barely). I ended up cramming my bags into the
designated area for luggage, and actually sat on top of them underneath the
rack, so that I was under the window and all I could see was knees and feet. I
hoped that the fact I was in with the luggage would deter anyone from looking
for me there, so I wouldn’t have to show a ticket. It was a weak argument, I
know, but I was desperate. Aside from that, I prayed the entire way that no one
would come around verifying tickets. Honestly it was way too packed for them to
have gotten to everyone, anyway. I grasped to this.
I had been trembling more or less
since the threshold of my apartment, with excitement and also blatant
nervousness. There were so many variables at play in getting from my apartment
to the airport that many things could easily go wrong, and I was deathly afraid
of this. All I wanted was to get home, but it wasn’t so easy as clicking some
high heels together and hoping with all my heart.
Thankfully I made it to the airport
stop without having to cry and explain myself to the train guys, so in my
relief, I rolled off the train with tired arms and banged up knees and up the
elevator, following signs for Aeroflot
and where the check in desk would be for my flight.
It was maybe 6-7pm when I got there
and found a place to settle in, sit down, and take a breather. I had several
hours to kill before my plane would take off, so I turned on my iPod and
watched a movie I had loaded onto it (Eat, Pray, Love – how fitting, right?).
After a couple hours of rest, I wandered upstairs to the check in desks and
found some chairs right by where Aeroflot
would be once the time came, found some wifi, and excitedly logged on to report
to my parents how things were going.
(^^ Casually-taken "selfie" at the airport.)
It was quarter to 11pm when the
desk finally opened and I got checked in. This didn’t leave me enough time to
comfortably get through security, but I couldn’t do much about it.
I waited in line anxiously, trying
to get a reading on how closely the ladies were checking the weight of the bags
of people in front of me. The lady I got didn’t give a crap, she told me to
load both my checked bags on the scale at the same time, tagged them, and I
watched them go. Another relieved breath, and some more tension unraveled from
my shoulders.
It took me 14 minutes to breeze
through all of security and get to my gate. The airport wasn’t busy whatsoever
– I never had to wait in those bothersome lines where people were unlacing their
shoes and accidentally walking through the metal detectors with keys and change
still in their pockets so that the rest of us become impatient and irate.
Everything was suddenly so
uncomplicated, ever since I had let my checked bags go, and I really distinctly
felt that I was meant to be going home. Nothing was in my way, and everything
that could have very effortlessly gone wrong, did not. A path was being cleared
for me and I was sprinting headlong down it.
(Gate "selfie." See that joy? Yeah.)
I watched another movie while
waiting at my gate, and thankfully found an outlet to perch by. Once this plane
took off, I’d be headed to my long layover in Moscow, but the flight itself
didn’t take long at all.
I managed to get some crappy
shuteye on the flight, but since I was still so hyped with the nervous/excited
energy, I knew sleeping was going to be a tough thing to wrangle up, and
anyway, the brevity of the flight didn’t allow me enough time to get very deep.
I got into Moscow and at my next
gate somewhere between 6:30-7:30AM Saturday, Moscow time (it was 10:30PM our
time, Friday). For three hours, I read a book on my phone and listened to music
alongside many others who had arrived for the long layover. It was at this
point that I felt my shoulders really beginning to complain about the load of
my backpack, as well as the fact that bruises were starting to appear on my
shins and knees from kicking around my bags to get them rolling. My arms were
limp noodles jammed into my shoulder sockets from dragging those hefty things
around.
(Do I look tired?)
Needless to say, I was going to be
exceedingly grateful once I finally was able to unpack and say bye bye to those
bags for a while.
One of the most quirky and fun
things about flying back from Moscow was the fact that my plane was leaving at
10:25AM, Saturday, and I landed in Virginia at noon:50, Saturday. The flight
was 10-11 hours long, but I was landing what would seem like two and a half
hours later.
Time zones, man.
As we hopped back across the time
zones, I experienced 11 o’clock for several hours in a row. It felt like some
Doctor Who stuff was going on.
Unsurprisingly, the flight took forever. I knew time would keep moving
forward, as I said earlier, but man did it tease me so hard. It was like
someone fat-fingered the slow-mo button or something. I tried reading, but that
didn’t pass the time like I wanted it to. I tried sleeping, but that was
difficult and also didn’t pass the time very well.
My eyes were incredibly dry from
the recycled cabin air and the person next to me’s foot kept slipping under the
armrest and pressing against my thigh (she was kind of curled up into a ball). The
time was ticking by, but it could not come fast enough.
Praise the Lord I landed at 12:30,
twenty whole minutes earlier than planned! My fingers were shaking so much as I
texted my mom officially declaring that I was back on US soil. My heart
thundered in my chest, threatening to pry open my ribs and spring free.
I was so ready to reconnect with
them that I honestly had to restrain myself from shoving through people that
were moving too slow, because I had waited over 100 days for that day, and I
would not sacrifice one more minute if I could help it.
At 1:30, after taxiing,
tram-riding, and passport-control-clearing, I got my luggage and wheeled down
the hallway, stomach so full to the brim with butterflies it was becoming
difficult to breathe properly. I could sense that they were all nearby, and I
yearned so hard to round that final corner and see them.
I sped through two propped open
double doors into a big room with bright lights, and when I turned, the
tears came, and I ran.
My parents and brother were
waiting in a little pod not too far away. I ignored my screaming arms, burning
eyes, and somersaulting stomach, and booked it across the broad floor. I threw
the handles from my hands and jumped into my dad’s arms, the bags falling to
the floor with two loud cracks.
It was real. I was home.
I was home.
I hugged my brother and my mother,
who held me much like my dad, with strong embraces and tearfully joyous words
murmured into my ear.
Italy was great and wonderful,
don’t get me wrong – I learned quite a bit about myself, among many other
things – but my heart wasn’t completely happy while I was there. Now, standing
in the airport, in the company of my family, my heart was dancing uncontrollably
on my ribcage doubling as a dance floor. The bliss was so immense, I drowned in
it, with pleasure.
Nothing could take that teary smile
from my face.
Ciao, Italia, and hello home.