Saturday, June 15, 2013

Summer Updates

Hey all!

It's time for an update. It's been a month already, so let's see the progress I've made on my lists, hmm? (I also added a "Games" list in the middle of everything.)


My reading list:

Inheritance (of the Inheritance Cycle by Paolini) (5/11)
The Girl who Played with Fire (5/20)
Man's Search for Meaning (5/25)
The Girl who Kicked the Hornet's Nest (5/31)
City of Bones (6/7)
City of Ashes (6/14)
City of Glass (started!)
City of Fallen Angels
City of Lost Souls
City of Heavenly Fire
The Fellowship of the Ring
The Two Towers
The Return of the King
Clockwork Angel
Clockwork Prince
Clockwork Princess

My movie/show-watching list:

Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood (4/28-5/08)
Cats Don't Dance (re-watch) (5/14)
Dinosaurs: We're Back! (5/14)
Road to El Dorado (re-watch) (5/20)
The Fountain (5/22)
Saving Private Ryan (5/24)
Swan Princess (5/31)
Swan Princess: Escape from Castle Mountain (5/31)
Swan Princess: The Mystery of the Enchanted Treasure
 (for old time's sake; I was obsessed with these movies as a child!) (6/1)
The Road (6/8)
500 Days of Summer (6/9)
The Possession (6/13)
Matrix Trilogy (re-watch) (6/15)
The Island
Legion
Deja Vu
American Psycho
(new) Tron

Games:

Bioshock (6/3 – 3:55 PM to 11:58 PM = 8 hour completion)
Halo: Reach (6/4 – 9 hrs: 16 mins: 48 seconds on one day)
Bioshock 2
Bioshock Infinite (Maybe)
Halo: Combat Evolved
Halo 2
Halo 3
Halo 3 ODST

Serious:

Revise the living daylights out of first book in trilogy (5/21)
Outline second book (Very much in progress/nearing completion…)
Write second book


Not bad, not bad at all! Just the other day I discovered that in order for me to stay on track at least with the books is to read a book a week until the very last week of summer (in August), which I think I can manage. A book per week isn't that difficult, it's just when the library has some of them available is the problem. Movies aren't that hard to fit in either because they are a set length of time; I can squeeze them in any time I want to, essentially, and I only have five more to go. As for the games, they each take a good long day to finish, which still is manageable, but it's harder for me to find a chunk of time that long where I can just sit and bang out a game. I know, I know, I could still play them in smaller chunks over a longer period of time, but I don't want to forget anything about the storyline. It would end up being that I would start playing a game and then go a few weeks before playing it again and then I wouldn't remember what the heck I was supposed to be doing in the first place. So, in my opinion, the best way to play a game is to play it in as compressed a timeframe as possible. Perhaps this coming week I'll make sure to take at least one day and sit down to play through another one. 

So, I feel I've made lots of progress, but none of the lists are done yet! (Which is okay, really, because I've got two months or so left.) And I really need to get on starting my next book, although I've been stewing about it deliberately - I haven't been "putting it off" as some of you say. Every day I come up with more ideas, more twists, more purpose for the characters, so I'm glad I'm not just jumping right into it. The more I can outline, the happier I'll be with the finished product. (:

As I just demonstrated, for the next two months on the 15th I am going to update my lists here on my blog just to see where I am (and in case anyone out there is curious, they can see too if I've been slacking). Hopefully by the next time I report back, the book outline will be finished and the book-writing will be in progress, as Camp NaNoWriMo starts on July 1st and that's when I'm aiming at beginning the writing process. We shall see if that comes to pass, hmm?

Anyway, toodle-loo! Until next time (in about a month)!

V

Friday, May 31, 2013

The Fate of the Sleeping Dame



On the edge of the countryside there lay a modest kingdom, fighting to remain in existence. King Frederick and Queen Aveline, the kind monarchs, were beginning to grow older and uglier. They had no children; Aveline was barren and could not bear a child and because of this, she fell into a deep depression that no one could shake her from. The only way for their kingdom to flourish once they were gone was for a child of theirs to marry into another kingdom, but since this could not be so the townsfolk wept and mourned in despair, knowing they would have to find somewhere else to live without their beloved king and queen.
One beautiful spring day while Aveline was wandering around in the wood as a therapeutic way to cope with her deep set depression, a frog hopped across her path and gazed up at her with bulging wet eyes. She sighed and made to move around it, but it sprung up and clutched her leg with its slimy feet. Shrieking, she kicked it off and attempted to stomp it into the dirt, but a voice stopped her.
“Dear Queen, do not be afraid! I bear news - good news, great news! Calm yourself and you shall receive it,” said the frog.
The Queen screamed again, but the rumbling voice of the frog caught her ear with a few specific words.
“Within the next year you shall bear a child, the most beautiful girl in all the kingdoms, and then you shall keep your own kingdom alive,” the frog continued. “She shall marry a prince and bring you glory.”
Aveline ran back to the castle and bolted herself into her chamber, equivocating whether to believe the words of the frog or not. Finally she decided it couldn’t hurt to believe she could bear a child, although for all her years she could not, and told the news of her stroll to the king. His reaction was the same as hers – it couldn’t be possible and yet, what have they got to lose in believing the words of this frog? Anything could happen – magic was not unheard of throughout the kingdoms.
A few months passed and it seemed that the frog’s words were coming true. The queen’s belly became swollen with a child. Through the duration of the pregnancy, Aveline’s depression lifted and she was as joyful as ever. The king was delighted to see this change and held a great banquet for when the child was born; he invited everyone in the kingdom, even the seven Elder Faeries. However, the king decided against fetching the Elder Faerie that was nearly on the outskirts of the kingdom, as she had wronged the monarchs more than she had helped. The last thing he wanted was for something to go wrong and have their precious child given an abhorrent gift.
The day finally came and Aveline birthed the radiant baby girl, naming her Aurora. She was darling, with eyes like the summer sky and hair of light silk. The king and queen instantly fell in love with her and wanted to show everyone what a gift she was. And so the banquet was held, filling up the dining hall to the brim with happy folk, music, and food. Soon the time came for the Elder Faeries to bestow their gifts upon Aurora and in turn each one gazed upon the babe and gave her virtue, beauty, and riches among other things. The seventh was preparing to give her gift when the doors to the hall burst open, revealing the uninvited Elder Faerie.
“It seems you have started the festivities without me,” she purred, hobbling toward Aurora’s cradle. She squinted her beady eyes at the child and sneered. “Since you have deigned invite me, dear King, I shall bestow your darling child with the most glorious gift I can give. On her eighteenth birthday, she will give into her curiosity and prick her finger upon a spinning wheel, falling down dead.”
The gathered crowd gasped and began shouting protests which the Elder Faerie quieted with a glare. She wheezed out a horrific laugh as she watched the terror on the king’s and queen’s faces. Aveline stumbled over to the cradle to hold her child close to her bosom. The Elder Faerie disappeared in the blink of an eye and left the hall speechless.
The seventh Elder Faerie spoke softly, reminding them that she still had something to give. The king pleaded with her to take back what the uninvited Elder Faerie had done, but the seventh said it could not be done. She could only soften the sentence. With that, she turned the fate of death into a deep sleep that only an expression of true love could break. Immediately following this, the king ordered every spinning wheel to be burned.
As Aurora grew up, her parents kept a very close eye on her, which she despised greatly. They never allowed her to wander further than the castle walls even when she longed to venture through the woods and explore. Her heart was caged and she didn’t have many friends – this made her crazy and depressed much like her mother before.
At last, one of the maids that had come from a distant kingdom to work at the castle decided to sneak little Aurora outside in order to let her be free. However, she did not know about the spinning wheel and Aurora’s fate, so she thought the King and Queen were being exceedingly harsh on the poor teenager when she so much desired just to go outside and dance among the trees. Every night she heard her longing and crying out to the starry sky to take her away. Her soul was trapped and needed the nourishment that freedom provided. The maid pitied her and so disguised her as a maid and let her out the back toward the forest. Aurora thanked her continuously, her face lighting up in a way that the maid had never seen before.
Aurora ran into the forest and threw herself down upon a pile of leaves, giggling with joy. The creatures of the forest were attracted to her and enjoyed the freedom with her, jumping around and twittering along with her songs. She loved it so much that when she returned to the castle, she begged the maid to let her go out at least once every week, to which the woman agreed. What harm would be done? She was just a curious child in need of the adventure.
Every Tuesday evening when the king and queen were occupied in a meeting, the maid snuck Aurora out. One night, Aurora ran into a boy about her age in the wood playing much like she was. At first she didn’t know how to react, but then he smiled at her, stuck his hand in the mud by the stream he had been playing in, and threw it at her. A mud fight began between the youngsters and instantly they were friends. When it was time for them to leave, they promised they would meet each other in the wood every Tuesday and play.
This pattern carried on until they were older, Aurora on the edge of eighteen and the boy, Philippe, nearly twenty. All that time, however, neither of them thought it important to disclose that they were heirs to their respective kingdoms – in their eyes they were just friends, not a prince and princess. Aurora’s parents and Philippe’s parents had no idea of their relationship.
On Aurora’s eighteenth birthday a huge feast was held in her honor and she received many gifts. It was a fun day, but she couldn’t stop thinking of Philippe and wishing he were there to celebrate with her, but of course she could not tell her parents about him. That would lead to many questions she didn’t want to answer and she didn’t want to get the gracious maid in trouble.
That evening, after everything was over, Aurora went up to her bed chamber and got dressed for the night. She walked out onto her balcony to overlook the forest that had helped raise her and noticed a door that she couldn’t recall ever being there before. She crossed the balcony and opened it, stepping lightly up the spiral staircase until she reached the top. There in the room sat a spinning wheel, but she didn’t know what it was. Finding the thing wondrous and intriguing, she went over to it and examined it, running her hands over the wheel until she accidentally poked her finger on the needle. She fell to the ground, eyes closed, chest moving slowly up and down. It wasn’t until morning when her mother was calling her down to breakfast that she was found. Aveline wept as the servants laid Aurora down in her bed.
In the next Tuesday that passed, Philippe awaited Aurora’s presence for hours, wondering where she could be. Having watched her go in a specific direction when she left, he sought her out. At last he came upon a kingdom where the castle was overgrown with thorns. He found this strange, but when he ventured further into the town, the people all seemed very sad. He asked for Aurora many times and each person turned their face away in sorrow. Confused and frustrated, he thought perhaps he could get an audience with the monarchs, seeing as he was a prince, and ask them if they knew of the girl.
A handful of people were standing outside the thorn castle looking very grim. He approached them and introduced himself. The king and queen came forth, eyes red and cheeks sad, and inquired what a prince from his kingdom wanted there.
“Aurora,” he said firmly. “I am searching for a girl by the name of Aurora. Do you know where I might find her?”
Aveline began to weep and the king consoled her before turning piercing eyes on the boy. A short interrogation was had and Philippe confessed he had been seeing her in the forest every Tuesday. The king told him that she was unreachable and in a deep sleep; he’d have to forget her and move on. Philippe, determined now because of the impossibility, asked him which room was hers and promised to save her. Frederic, at the end of his rope, allowed the boy his permission but held the sinking hope in his heart that he would die trying.
Philippe borrowed a horse, galloped back to his kingdom and gathered a small force with weapons to cut through the thick thorns surrounding the castle. In haste, he returned and began hacking away, steadfast and certain he would prevail. The rest of the men in his force didn’t have much luck, but Philippe managed to find a doorway and chopped with his sword until it gave. He stormed through the dining hall and searched the castle, never stopping even when more thorns grew up ferociously through the ground and tore at his clothes and skin.
Finally he got to Aurora’s chambers, blood dripping from multiple gashes over his body, one coloring his cheek. When he gazed upon her he smiled, and said, “Aurora…all that time we spent in the wood and I could never tell you, but now, I have no fear. I love you, Little Briar-Rose, and I want you to be my Queen.”
Caught up in the passion, he bent over and kissed her delicately on the lips. Her blue eyes slowly opened and cleared themselves of sleep and when she saw him, she smiled too.
“Philippe,” she murmured, “that would make me so very happy.”
Immediately the thorns withered and died away, leaving the castle free once more and the town rejoiced, knowing the spell was broken. Both kingdoms were overjoyed that their only children had found love and didn’t hesitate to throw a wedding. Aurora and Philippe were married and their kingdoms became one. They lived on happily for the rest of their days, always taking time to walk through the woods that had brought them together.

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A creative assignment written for my English class last semester. We had to take a fairy tale and modernize it/put our own twist on it. As is obvious, I chose Sleeping Beauty, which is probably my favorite fairy tale. 
The tone is supposed to be a bit silly and out there - hopefully I did it right. Anyway, enjoy.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Let Summer...BEGIN

Heya friends and critters,

Being home from college for the summer has been great so far (it's only been two weeks) - I've been able to do a lot of sleeping (ohhhh yes) and have finally started knocking things off my to-read and to-watch lists. While at school I didn't really have enough energy/time to start reading/watching movies leisurely since there were so many other things I was meant to be reading/doing (Creative Writing major probs) so it has been wonderful to be able to kick back with a thick book and not care that I have an eight page research paper due in the morning - because I DON'T!

My reading list consists of the following titles (in no particular order):

Inheritance (of the Inheritance Cycle by Paolini)
The Girl who Played with Fire
The Girl who Kicked the Hornet's Nest
City of Bones
City of Ashes
City of Glass
City of Fallen Angels
City of Lost Souls
City of Heavenly Fire
The Fellowship of the Ring
The Two Towers
The Return of the King
Clockwork Angel
Clockwork Prince
Clockwork Princess
Man's Search for Meaning

My movie-watching list consists of the following (also in no particular order):



Legion
The Fountain
The Road
Saving Private Ryan
Deja Vu
The Possession
The Island
American Psycho
500 Days of Summer
(new) Tron
Scream Team (re-watch)
Road to El Dorado (re-watch)
Swan Princess Trilogy (for old time's sake; I was obsessed with these movies as a child!)
Cats Don't Dance
Dinosaurs: We're Back!

As for my "serious" to-do list, I'm mainly going to be editing the living daylights out of my most recent novel and once done with that, I'll be moving on to write the next book in the trilogy. Exciting!
Pre-revisions, this recent one is sitting at 85,257 words. I'm only currently on (Word doc) page 35 out of 179 of revisions, but I'm not peeking at the word count till the end! Besides, that is not what's important here - if I ended up below pre-revision word count, but felt the quality climbed a few rungs in the ladder, I'd be more than pleased! Overall, though, I do feel like there's much more to tell and lots to elaborate on that I didn't take the time to do while writing through it the first time. I'm just so happy to have the time to give my baby some long overdue attention.

Perhaps this plan seems a little ambitious, but what the heck! It's Summer! I've got three months and a week or two to get all these fun things done, and if I don't, oh well - they'll be waiting for me next year! The most important things that must be completed are 1) editing my most recent novel and 2) writing the sequel - even if it's the roughest draft I can come up with, at least it will be written. 

So, let us see just how much I can get knocked off these lists in the next little while, hmm? 

Huzzah!

Onwards!
V



P.S. the City of Bones, Ashes, and Glass I want to read by the time my lovely cousins Kylie and Richy grab a train down here to visit so we can talk about them FINALLY (: (Which will be either mid-June or some time in July. Seems doable.)

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Fun Facts About Vicki


- I can't read lips to save my life
- I don't like black jelly beans
- I have a strange obsession with office supplies
- Okra is my favorite vegetable (although cucumbers are a close second)
- I'm allergic to a specific type of mango
- I enjoy too much being called "ma'am" or "lady" or "miss" when it's completely sincere
- I tend to be a realist, even to the point of cynicism 
- Summer rain is one of my most favorite things
- Pickles are fantastic at any time of day
- I have a hard time writing "happily ever after's" because they are extremely unrealistic to me
- Curiosity almost killed me as a child (this is supposed to make you ask questions for a reason...)
- My favorite words are licentious, lugubrious, nibble, rendezvous, and defenestration
- I can stay awake for an obscene length of time, but don't ever ask me to wake up early
- I don't have many strong opinions. I like to think of myself very neutral and indifferent
- Having chapped lips and no chap stick nearby is one of the worst things
- The word "puberty" bothers me when said aloud
- I tend to play with my earrings when I'm pondering something (this has led to a lot of earring backs going missing)
- I make a lot of my own jewelry
- I have a difficult time saying no, even when my instincts/internal logic are screaming it
- I have written five full-length novels to date, one of which is a Supernatural fanfiction (and one of which is self-published on Amazon - it's not my best, but it's the first one I wrote so it's my baby)
- I don't like talking about myself much (my blog is an exception) so I tend to be quieter or snarky when pushed to converse
- It is a true fact in my mind that everyone will fail me at many points in my life, so I always hope for the best but plan for the worst. That way if I'm let down it's no big deal and if it actually goes as planned, it's more of a bonus than an expectation to be filled
- I have five piercings to date and I don't plan on getting any more
- I am deathly afraid of letting people down. I grew up trying to be perfect; the word "disappointed" is one of the worst I will ever hear when addressed to me
- I lived in Peru for two and a half years
- Born in Michigan (raised for the most part in Virginia)
- For the most part, I despise country music (except for Shania Twain - I grew up listening to her so a lot of sentiment is woven into many of her songs)
- If you bring me Chex Mix, tomato soup, or chocolate, you earn some gold stars
- Even if you remember all of the above facts, you still don't really know me. So ask. Hang out. I've got lots of stories to tell, although I'll keep most of them to myself.

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Random facts. Will update if I think of any more.

V

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Needs More Blood




Does the title really require explaining?
Hmm... I suppose it might.
The above pictures outline how I have the ability of getting myself in trouble without meaning to. There are many more blood-dyed accidents than these (i.e., flipping off a bike and skidding to a stop on the asphalt on my face, knuckles, and knees), however these are the only ones I managed to document.
The first picture in particular exhibits a very unexpected turn of events during a vacation at the beach with my best friend a couple years ago. The place we were staying (right on the beach) also had a pool in case we got bored of the sand and surf. So I went up to the pool with my best friend's little sister and we swam around for a while. Well, I love to dive into pools, so taking this opportunity, I did so a few times joyously. However, I began to figure out a cool "twist" I could do to spice up the otherwise average dive. Right at the lip of the pool instead of simply springing forward, I spun my body around in a corkscrew fashion and ended up under the water upside down, smiling up at the sky through the chlorine.
Well, I did it a few more times and then was going to show another friend who appeared and I botched it.
Not on purpose. The pool had it out for me, I know it.
I ran to the lip and pushed off with my feet and my big toe caught between two pieces of broken PVC pipe that make up the edge. Thus, I was missing a chunk of toe when I surfaced.
Yeah.
As for the second picture, it was simple shaving accident. I had been carrying on my merry way in the shower, probably singing along with the music playing, and scraped the razor just the right way to peel off two inches of skin.
At least the first one was kind of cool/interesting. This one was just dumb.

Random blog post of the week. A little window in my life.
Hope you enjoyed. (Also, if you click on the pictures they get bigger!)

Ta
V

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Mortal Deficiency


I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m willingly strolling, unarmed, right into the bad part of town. Christ, I don’t even have my switchblade, but that wouldn’t do me any good anyway based off the stories I’ve heard about this place. A more fitting weapon would be a machine gun, loaded to the gills. And even then, survival would be iffy.
At least I’ve got someone with me. He seems to belong to this place, so perhaps I won’t seem like such a stranger to the scum that hangs around here. Although I’ve only just met this guy – he could be playing with me when he said he’s got “something interesting to show me” back home. He definitely could turn a phrase in an enticing way.
This is stupid beyond stupidity. But I’m not stupid. Just desperate.
He glances over his shoulder to check and see if I’m still following.
Yup, this rat is still pressing the pleasure button. And wasting away to nothing in the process.
We stalk up to a very shady hole in the crumbling brick wall and although this should deter anyone in their right mind, I don’t turn and run. My escort bangs on the door twice in rapid succession. The door opens a crack (I almost expected an eye slit to open) and a scraggly, bearded man peers out with malted eyes. The contrast between this and his dirty face is staggering. At first glance he seemed in his forties, but upon further scrutiny, he’s probably only twenty-something. I blink and look down at the ground in thought.
“He’s a virgin and he wants a taste,” the escort greets, smirking as he spoke to the doorman. I want to protest in some way but find I can’t and decide to stay quiet, letting the boy speak for me. He must mean something else, I think.
The doorman blinks and nods his head in understanding, opening the door enough for us to shimmy through. The room is stark and bare for all but a chair and sad looking table. Things are getting sketchier by the minute.
Instead of stopping here, the doorman hobbles over to the far wall and draws back a curtain, revealing a door and opening it. Commotion blasts up the stairwell and I realize this is just a cover for when the cops come knocking.
We are guided down the stairs into a room bustling with people of all shapes and sizes. I hear lots of boisterous laughter and profanity and I’m sure this is the place. The place woven of rumors and full of dreams. Existing and not.
“Set down there and we’ll get you fixed up,” the doorman tells me and I do as he says. The man hobbles away into the mass. My escort sits in the rickety chair next to me and stares at me with an unmistakable sparkle in his eyes.
“Since this is your first time an’ all, I’ll tell you what’s gonna happen,” he begins, his rancid breath bringing tears to my eyes. I don’t flinch back; I regard him as if his words are gold. “So, you get all relaxed like and calm yourself. Do that meditation shit. And we’ll bring you what you’re here for, all dressed up and ready to go.” He smirks at me like he’s sharing with me the best secret he knows. Perhaps it is.
“It’ll only hurt for a second, but after that, all you’ll want is more. That’s usually the case with most guys like you, since you can afford it,” he explains.
The doorman walks back toward me with something in his hand. It manages to shine despite the terrible lighting.
“He ready?” he drawls, looking at me intensely. I nod, answering for myself for once. He kneels beside me and rolls up the sleeve of my blazer as well as the dress shirt underneath. “You businessmen and your suits,” he mumbles as he ties the broken rubber band above the bend in my elbow. Bringing it up to the light, he taps the syringe, ridding it of unwanted air bubbles. “Just a poke and then you’re done.”
The anticipation skyrockets in me and I go into a high before the syringe even breaks my skin. This is it. I’ve found it. This is happening. The drug everyone wants but no one can find.
And now it’s mine.
The needle plunges easily into my vein and the man presses down the plunger until it’s bled dry. A slow smile breaks my face as I stare at the red dot marring the bend of my elbow.
My escort claps a hand on my shoulder and for once I don’t mind the unwarranted contact.
“In a few minutes you’ll feel the best you’ll ever feel in your entire life. Nothing compares. Think of it this way: imagine the best sex you’ve ever had and multiply that by a thousand,” he tells me. I do what he says.
His words are truth.
But what they don’t tell you is what happens later.
The drug weaves through your veins and makes you feel euphoric for a while, but then it becomes a dependency and you can’t wake up in the morning without taking a shot. The feeling is not worth the after effects.
It sucks the nutrients from the body and feeds off them, leaving nothing behind but disintegrating skin and fragile bones.
Months later, I lay here in my hospital bed, feeling dead already. Not one of the nurses can look me straight in the face and not cringe. It is pitiful and disgusting.
I used to be a successful man. Now I’m nothing but bones and memories of what once was.
The heart monitor at my bedside slows more and more with each passing day as the remainder of the drug in me leeches all I have. The doctors don’t know how long I have to live, although it seems only days away at this point. I wish it would take me already.
I wish I hadn’t been so stupid.

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Fiction. Gotta love it.
Ciao~
V